morning..
ya ya.. its 5.15am.. lately.. aku selalu terjaga.. dunno why.. selalu around 2am-4am and when i woke up.. automatically i switch on the lamp.. why? reflect..
but..
reflect to what? i dunno..
i cant sleep actually.. so many things in my head.. and one of them must to be my work.. in fact.. i think.. i fell asleep cuz im too tired.. if not.. i think.. my brain wont stop thinking and thinking.. process and process.. huhuhu..
my proposal to Redang approved.. with conditions.. to see the director myself.. with revised proposal.. but before revised the proposal.. need to review the data first.. hurm.. well.. suppose i do the review and revised the proposal.. and to pass it to my Big Boss.. and suppose my Big Boss la to see the project director.. but.. i can feel that it is me who going to do sesi mengadap2 ni..
takpo deh.. experience.. dealing with gov officer.. maybe i will learn something that i never done before.. ass-kissing.. aiyark!
then.. the girls get together thingy.. ok.. Asfa asked me.. when we can hangout? im constraint with site visiting which still under proposal.. i proposed to go this weekend.. but unfortunately.. it was postponed.. and when it was postponed.. this is it! my day with the girlfriends!
so i made up a plan.. saturday night.. dinner together.. with Asfa.. with Sue and Talaha.. with Zatul and Razi.. and of course me..
last time.. when Asfa first arrived from Ireland.. we hangout.. i did promised Sue that i'll bring encik Ed to our next get together.. so.. i asked him to join..
he got another plan already!
hurm.. terkilan aku.. aku ckp la.. please please please.. but he want to hangout with his buddy.. ape lagi.. aku terpaksa la majuk.. and yeay! he'll come!!! bukan ape beb.. jgn la ingat aku queen control.. aku tak suh die cancel pon hangout die ngan buddy2 die.. cume postpone to later in the night.. supper hangout ker.. aahahaha!
really2 want my friends to meet him.. he said suddenly his self-esteem decreased.. tatau la nape.. didnt he know? that what ever people thinks of him.. i still love him.. unless he did something to make ME think elseway.. but i know he'll be there or here whenever i need him.. eventhough he had hard time doing it..
another things that floating in my mind is Azatul.. she had check up after her surgery.. and got bad news.. she need to go thru continuos treatment.. due to the result of her check up.. be tough girl.. i know this is hard.. be tough..
another things that been floating from the day i posted my count-down for W-day is the 1c and 1a and 1b form.. already filled.. but takde lagi satu jadah attachment! then.. baju encik Ed tak prepare lagi.. nak harapkan die mmg buleh.. but he's damn busy! so better not to harap die pg shopping.. nk window shopping pon tak sempat.. even on weekend pon die kene keje.. bukak kedai lagi.. hmm.. bukan nk ckp die tak excited.. but he have to absorb the excitement into him and kept it there until the day i meet him and we talk about it.. and then the excitement is in the surface again..
nak pegi shopping pon malam je la masenye.. tp kalau balik lewat? aku akan dpt threaten sms from org atasan.. which im so not looking foward to have one again.. or even worse.. calls!! aaa!! nitemares!
hmm.. in dilemma.. fuhuu.. fuhuuu.. fuhuaaaaa!!
cemane aku dpt tido lena camni?
day without rice : 4 days
p/s : tido dlm hati le gamaknye..
