i felt terrible.. for some reasons.. sebab pertama.. i said i miss baby piyan but i didnt go to see him.. sebab kedua.. aku tak setelkan keje² yg boss aku suh buat secepat yg mungkin.. sebab ketiga.. aku hanya duduk lepak dirumah sambil tgk 'desperate housewives' marathon.. sebab keempat.. aku mula rase bengang² dgn Mr H.. sebab kelima.. hurm.. sebab kelima mungkin aku piyed kot.. huhu..
last night exchanged sms several times with a good friends of mine.. but whaddiyuno? selebet betol.. huhu.. how many times? how many times must i verbally and physically said that im not interested? yeah.. u're a dear frens of mine.. but hey.. dont spoil it.. come on.. ok? huhu.. and one more person.. i asked a favor but got 'no.. im busy' as answer.. but now.. a favor asked to me from that person.. well.. without saying yes.. i already did that favor.. what?! i am being manipulated.. same goes to Mr H.. manipulated.. hurm.. sad sad world..
im saving my breathes.. my irritations.. my annoyances.. frying my ass up trying to be a more nice person.. a more nice friend.. a more nice partner.. but hey.. what did i get back? but well.. this is life.. who am i to predict? just go with the flow.. yeah yeah.. thanx anyway..
maybe i should spend more time blogging.. yeah.. so aku punye tahap kemeluatan terlerai dan terlampias jua akhirnya.. huh! takpe la.. someday.. things will change.. semua kesabaran yg aku labur dgn kadar interest yg tinggi ni akan membuahkan hasil.. yep.. amin..
esok isnin (ARGH!!!!) so.. hadapilah ia dgn senyuman (ARGH!!!) ok ppl.. gotogo.. just wanna enjoy last piece of comfie on my weekend.. dont want it to waste.. daaa..
