09 November 2008

its freaky sunday.. eh?

tadi pg kenduri aboy.. dh jadi cam reunion plak.. haha.. most of them aku recognize.. but surely.. they dont remember me.. haha.. but i dont feel bad.. aku kan low profile.. low key.. low yat.. haha.. what the hell.. its not the end of world if they dont know me.. ceh..

semalam asfa called.. nice long chat.. haha.. balik la cepat.. bleh kite vacation same² sambil mengusha mamat² cute.. haha.. yeap.. i admit that i feel terribly down.. pressured.. lost for a while.. outer line.. i look ok.. inner? haha.. im broken to pieces.. hell.. talking bout it wont helping much.. so.. i've decided to gain back all my sense.. and start searching for the best.. yep.. i do love him.. and sometimes.. i miss him.. but him is not the answer for my quest.. am i on a quest? eh!! correction! im actually not in a hurry dear.. tapi bile dah tiba masa.. so.. nak wat cemane? haha..

there is one song that i currently cant stop listening to.. ops.. takleh embed the video clips.. but this song really nice.. nak dgr gak.. then youtube je ok.. hahah..

Artist : Leona Lewis
Title : Better in Time

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remaind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'm gon' be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

p/s : dont freak out.. its freking me out..

p/s : esok keje ke? aiseh.. baru nk pegi Bali..