"ape lagi yg boleh aku buat? rindu aje la"
Unquote
ayat nih aku jumpe mase bloghopping.. hurm.. cam bebetul terkena batang hidung nih.. rejected approaches.. what else can we do? hurm..
i really hate it when ppl making me feel like im the stupidest human being on earth.. thats make me a bit mad.. what even make me really mad is when i received a letter.. tak perlulah aku ckp letter from who.. but agak terpana lah.. hurm.. pastu.. tatau la nape.. my mom.. masih buat deq je dgn aku.. kenape ye? aku tanye sepatah.. die jawab sepatah.. tade dh nak dgr die cerite².. pening la..
semalam aku emosi lebih.. tgk Runway's Mom.. bile laki die proposed.. badigol la! kenapa nak emosi ntah? bongok! tp sgt sweet la.. hurm.. skrg ni aku ada masalah nak tgk org hepi².. i know thats their right.. to be in love.. to be happily married.. to have partner to cuddle.. to laugh.. but this is hard for me.. ape je aku buleh buat? tgk jer la kan.. dah bukan nasib aku nak berboipren.. huh!
ayat nih aku jumpe mase bloghopping.. hurm.. cam bebetul terkena batang hidung nih.. rejected approaches.. what else can we do? hurm..
i really hate it when ppl making me feel like im the stupidest human being on earth.. thats make me a bit mad.. what even make me really mad is when i received a letter.. tak perlulah aku ckp letter from who.. but agak terpana lah.. hurm.. pastu.. tatau la nape.. my mom.. masih buat deq je dgn aku.. kenape ye? aku tanye sepatah.. die jawab sepatah.. tade dh nak dgr die cerite².. pening la..
semalam aku emosi lebih.. tgk Runway's Mom.. bile laki die proposed.. badigol la! kenapa nak emosi ntah? bongok! tp sgt sweet la.. hurm.. skrg ni aku ada masalah nak tgk org hepi².. i know thats their right.. to be in love.. to be happily married.. to have partner to cuddle.. to laugh.. but this is hard for me.. ape je aku buleh buat? tgk jer la kan.. dah bukan nasib aku nak berboipren.. huh!
hahaha.. funny.. aku yg bermasalah then org lain plak kene tempias.. tak salahkan sesape ok.. aku ni bongok kot.. hahaha.. ade mental illness.. babithurat betol la.. aku tak suke la bile rase camni.. cam bodoh je.. aku tak suke bile aku ni derita atas sebab org lain.. aku tak suke sakit² menangung rindu tp org yg aku rindu tu hampas haram tak tau ape²! nak cakap ngan die? aku ni cam ' kalu luah lapar kalu telan gemuk' dah ni.. serba serbi salah..
sebab aku pernah confessed and it end up sadly.. miserably.. penuh kemaluan la.. haha.. tgh chat ngan daud ni.. why am i chatting with him? maybe i want to feel close to momo? yer rite? did i feel close? no.. tade pon? sekelumit pon tade.. memberontak jiwe raga bakul basket aku nih.. rase cam nak goncang² je monitor ni! paham tak? paham tak? KAU PAHAM TAK?
aku letih.. penat.. exhausted.. wasted! aku tak cari skandal².. aku tak cari boipren².. yg aku cari.. bakal suami.. bukan memain.. bukan nk have fun-have fun.. maybe a bit.. tp bukan nye nak cr org yg tade wawasan.. tade plan.. tade duit.. itu tak menjamin.. aku tanak hidup aku tak terjamin.. huhu.. am i asking too much? or maybe i am.. yerla.. look at my condition.. aku tak layak kot nak meminta lebih.. hahaha.. fakof betul..
hurm.. okla.. aku tade mood dah ni.. ape tah daud ni nak? aku tak paham org freethinker camnih.. what i need now are supportive words.. supportive gesture.. mmg patut aku lupekan aje.. huh! aku rase cam aku dah lupe pon kt die.. sayonara.. u nothing but a pain in my brain..
sebab aku pernah confessed and it end up sadly.. miserably.. penuh kemaluan la.. haha.. tgh chat ngan daud ni.. why am i chatting with him? maybe i want to feel close to momo? yer rite? did i feel close? no.. tade pon? sekelumit pon tade.. memberontak jiwe raga bakul basket aku nih.. rase cam nak goncang² je monitor ni! paham tak? paham tak? KAU PAHAM TAK?
aku letih.. penat.. exhausted.. wasted! aku tak cari skandal².. aku tak cari boipren².. yg aku cari.. bakal suami.. bukan memain.. bukan nk have fun-have fun.. maybe a bit.. tp bukan nye nak cr org yg tade wawasan.. tade plan.. tade duit.. itu tak menjamin.. aku tanak hidup aku tak terjamin.. huhu.. am i asking too much? or maybe i am.. yerla.. look at my condition.. aku tak layak kot nak meminta lebih.. hahaha.. fakof betul..
hurm.. okla.. aku tade mood dah ni.. ape tah daud ni nak? aku tak paham org freethinker camnih.. what i need now are supportive words.. supportive gesture.. mmg patut aku lupekan aje.. huh! aku rase cam aku dah lupe pon kt die.. sayonara.. u nothing but a pain in my brain..
