common in sunday

im happy now.. thats not a lie.. even if i lied.. u can see my face that i am happy.. and im lying about not being happy.. erk? pagi2 dah merepek?

but there is something bothering my mind.. which is.. perangai aku yg aku pun tak paham.. H2O is willingly to do almost everything that i asked.. almost everything.. die mmg kekasih yg penyayang.. hehe.. and i keep saying to myself.. if he refuse.. that will be ok to me.. i will understand..

tapi.. bile die betul2 refuse.. saying NO.. saying TANAK.. saying TAMAU.. aku mule cam nak mengade2 nk majuk2.. nk sedey2.. damn it! aku tak suke camni.. aku tak suke!! AKU TAK SUKE!!!

huhu.. keciannye kat H2O.. kecian sgt.. huhu..




teruk la kau nisa.. sangat teruk! tolong pegi terjun lombong!




gebush!!

another part (lepas balik dr lombong) :

being interfered in H2O's life for the past 2 months.. really makes me think that.. there are parts of living that i dont know.. for me.. that part of living will keep me crying all nite.. metaforally.. hmm.. with H2o.. its not just about to love and be loved.. but to be there when he need me.. to be the shoulder to cry on.. to give big pat at the back.. to support each other.. when any of us need it..

seriously.. i hope i can be as good as i shud be.. and i hope my interference helps..