i want one!

aku terpaksa kaver gelak tgk video ni..


gemuk gile maw ni.. pastu comel!!



by the way.. name neko ni.. Maru..


clap clap.. good job Maru-kun!

yep.. u're cute.. but not TOO cute..

this is the situation.. i knew this one person.. from work.. this person.. generally.. sort of.. bright person la.. talkative.. being nice to every body.. everyone likes this person..


BUT..


as for myself.. i hardly easily likes people.. well.. maybe thats MY problem.. for the first impression.. this person is ok.. well.. when this person is around.. people will feel warmth.. by this person attitude..


this person always asked me favors.. nicely.. and its tolerable.. well.. sending this person home.. taking this person to public transport station.. eventho the station is far from my home.. and i have to U-turn every time i do to get home.. and not to mention the traffic congestion that i have to face.. sigh~


but im ok.. because not everyday i have to do this person favors.. not like this guy.. my other colleague.. he have to send this person home every day.. because this person guardian cannot fetch this person on time.. tolerable?


this guy being hitting on her since the first day they ride the bike together.. (obviously that this person is a girl eh?) but guess what.. this person said to me loud and clear that she just using his kindness.. well.. to get home early..


my thought that time was.. teruknye!!


imagine.. the guy live in semenyih.. and the girl live in bangi.. the guy have to make O-turn! but what the hell i care la kan? dah seronok kene pegang kan.. everything BOLEH!


because riding motorcycle (pardon my kampung mindset) with someone with different gender.. will gain people attention.. and then the people will assume.. that those two are lovebird.. well.. its not that big issue.. but for this company.. it really is..


to come clear with this.. i will say that my company is very islamic.. they practice Islam in everything.. thats good.. but not to this person la.. this person said that the company (or people in it) dont have the right to stop her from using this guy..


i once told the guy bout it.. but the guy just listen then blah.. well.. both of them actually taking advantage of each other.. the girl.. to go home early.. the guy.. to have a girl to wet dream for..


previous practical student once told me that they saw me as a very nice girl that easily manipulated.. i said no.. that time.. but after some thinking done.. i think that girl was right.. i AM easily manipulated!! and im not happy with that!


i dont like people when they look at me.. they're looking down.. uuu.. i dislike!


ok..


then come this 2 new practical students.. they have cars.. and i foreseen that.. this person will go to them.. being nice.. and of coz.. ask for favors.. and it did happened!


and worst.. this person asked if she can stay at this new practical student room.. tompang.. because she dont want to asked the guy to take her home.. the guy dah separuh angau dah.. declared that this person is his sweetheart to all staff in the company.. and now he is gilo plus angau.. serve him rite to the face la..


this person maybe had enough of he hitting (ngorat) her la kot..


wow.. what a strategy!!


but for me.. thats too much!


first u want a ride.. then u want a place to stay.. but above all of it.. ia agak menyusahkan org lain! from that moment.. day by day.. im so annoyed.. i cant even look at her.. i felt not smiling to her.. but.. i cant be that ridiculous..


i just be plain.. with my emotionless-face (that me!) and i reducing my social activity with this person.. and i thought.. phew! im saved! this person will not buggin me anymore!


BUT..


just now.. this person asked me.. whether i can send her to the public transport station.. and.. i replied 'yeke? hmm.. oo..'


then she asked me again.. 'boleh ke?'


i replied 'ok....'


shitt!


how can i say NO??

but instead of sending her to the far station (which will make her life easier) i will just drop her to the nearest station.. sebab.. banyak cantek muke die?? huh!


why not asking the new preys that she just got?


why me?


am i still look fragile and can easily being manipulated???


im pissed..


not for long.. im gonna piss this person even more..


wait²~


p/s : u wanna some of me? i give u some of me!!


not being able to see encik ed nowadays.. almost a week that i didnt see him.. muke die cemane eh? hahaha.. and last nite he called.. lame plak tu.. kami jarang bergayut.. hehe..


seronok pun..


hehe.. not sure bout getting day off tomorrow.. byk keje katenye.. huu.. dah book Xmen Origin : Wolvarine ni!! hope he can make it.. hehehe..


semalam lepas aku cycling.. aku tgk tv.. pastu aku rase ngantuk.. so aku pon pegi ke bilik and nk tido.. mase dah layu².. sekali aku terkejut.. terus terbangun.. meremang² bulu roma satu badan.. kaki agak menggigil.. pastu aku amik bantal n comforter.. terus turun bwh.. tgk chanel711 starworld (friends and the simpson) pastu online jap.. dlm kol 3am.. aku rase sgt ngantuk.. sgt² ngantuk.. terus naik atas and debumm!!


padam!


sape suh tgk Ghost Hunter? sape suh tgk video Pocong Terbang kat youtube? sape suh? sape suh??!


huu..


p/s : i miss that guy..